bridge beauty beast

the following were written in jubilance on may 18th, 2004.


1
sometimes i want to fuck a piece of shit

to feel my creation sliding around my dick
so moist and warm

it could be firm or soft
preferably firm on the outside and soft on the inside

i would love it and care for it
caress the shit with my thumb

sliding my dick in with a groan of relief
the shit would crumble under my will

i destroyed what i created only to create again




2
bumble bees be black and yellow
bright and buzzing
bumbling along

bastards
buttfucking bastards

they sting me and i swell up
my arms get big
big bad bumbling bloated arms
bastards




3
water

it is wet and cold
unless of course it is warm

water is smooth

it can come in rain
or fog
or clouds

sleet
hail
ocean
waves
creek river
inlet bay

water can be hard like ice
or soft like snow

water can splish and it can splash

water can evaporate.




4
sitting in class

a throbing boner emerges from my pants
no reason whatsoever
i like it though

i push it down and the resistance makes it grow even more
i think about fucking the teacher
spreading her old wrinkled thighs

her vagina is a slobbery old piece of flesh that is anticipating my penis
it is moist and drizzling juice
i spread open the pale grey lips and suck the juices clean

my tounge against hers so she can taste her creation

i rip her lips apart and thrust my cock
i fill her loose void with amazing ease
so moist and unused
so willing

her muscles clench my young hard penis
i thrust in deeper

climax

release the pressure from my school boner
climb off of her old wrinkled body
not before i suckle a textured nipple

relief
and now i can leave




5
oh i wish i had a teddy bear
with fur so soft and grey
i would like to touch that bear
to make him laugh

teddy bears are so cute and rare
for someone like me to have a teddy bear

i want to carry him around
i would name him teddy

kiss his nose and tell him secrets

bears are a wonderful thing

oh i wish i had a teddy bear
i could throw him in the air
watch his silloute against the bright blue sky
accidentaly drop him

i could take him to restraunts with me and ask for a table for two
i would get looks of course
teddy wouldn't care though
teddy never cares

I bet he would like vanilla ice cream




6
go speadracer go
you fuck of a toon
you little bitch
i bet you could have gotten so much pussy
you had that fucking car
it went like mach five or some shit
you had a white spandex suites
a helmet
and not to mention racing stripes
your own theme song
you were the man

now though
you must be fifty years old
dirty old man
hanging out of that spandex suit
if you blast your tunes you'll be yelled at
turn that shit off
your racing stripes fucking blow
your dick is shriveled
you couldn't get pussy if you tried
you fucking suck
go fuck mega man
you fucking faggy toon




7
i feel sort of uneasy

not sick but uneasy
my stomach is full of gasses
i need to fart but am afraid it will be shit
i ate to much bad stuff
and now i will pay
i feel uneasy
my body is tired
saturated with filth
my butthole beckons
my stomach groans
i need to drink water and take a shit
a nice fat shit
that is not what it will be though
it will be a bunch of little pieces of shit
and the water will be green for some reason
i will piss sparatically
my body is confused
fealing uneasy sucks balls




8
christ is moaning on the cross
sad that he got fucked over for being the son of god
sad that he died for all of our sins

i didn't ask him to do that
nice gesture though

his skin is yellow

three women mourn his death
why are they mourning
they should be happy
like the man in the distance with nipples in jars from the days killings
they can fuck a little kid now and get away with it
he died for them
god will forgive

the french trees are red
such a beautiful color
so flat and stylized

the hills are rolling
the sky is blue

the primary colors like the trinity
shameless in their blatent display

he died for your sins
be happy
go kill something

the beginning

this experience will begin with the following pieces which date back to 2005 and will provide a general idea of general themes that will be used generally.


1
i had a nick nack
paddy wack
and give two dogs no bone
er
and she said
fuck that
your fat
and your a stone
er
both or neither
go further
you diver
fake driver
alive
five times
and them som
slide
down the rabbit hole



2
keep a biting lip
this hip and hop
adventure to a new
land on your feet
keep the beat
keep the beet
take the bait
its fate
will they have you
this sad you
the new one
i through one
two
many and many a time
will go on
and on



3
i dont know
about formats
and big hats
the strick lads
industrial complex of doom
this room
is getting smaller
one two many
and many
others will perish
along the road
to free dumb
i scream guilty
and a big hand comes to slap me
get down i yell
cover your head
and just then the shrapnel
cuts my body in two
fuck you catholic islam jew



4
a big disgrace this tirade
insane
is lame
but better not disturb them
the others that is
i cant give enough of myself
enough guilt
enough shame to be this
white skinned martyr
say my name
say it loudly
at the top of your
poisoned lungs
the rungs of your ladder will
shatter
under the weight



5
undulations
of romance
free trance
expression
one chance
depression
no where
im guessing
thats enough
but
what about
the sad songs
and slivers
of my evil
half step sister
i kissed her
and she smiled



6
my skull is filled with big pictures



7
escape this freedom
escape the world
and see whats right before you
dont bore you
with cliches
of sadist culture
ignore you
and go right on through
to tomorrow



8
cant you follow me
down the path i choose
i want you to
i want a follower
a sad small tommorow
a given answer
and a good fellow
that i cant demise to say
without saying
im disgraced to find myself
still wearing that hat
so sideways in its glory
this morning story
a flood and flurry
not in a hurry
ive got all day
to wait around
here the sound
and say
dont come looking in the wrong places



9
fuck
shit
god damn
im happy



10
a pap schmere
that fat sear
richard gear
everclear
and a bottle of rum
in you tummy
so yummy
till tommorrow comes



11
good gracious me
cant you see im sooooooo
sorry
i did sooooooo wrong
and im here to punish myself
for what i did and didn’t do
so fuck you
i meant it
i meant every word
even though it came out “all wrong”
it all comes out
just as god intended it to
but fuck God
who asked you



12
a simple little
sexy groove
thing
i cant here
this smooth thing
i cant stear the mood ring
in my direction
it just passess through the rainbows
and laughs at every confusion



13
bestiality
confounds reality
of right wing leftist liberal
hippie conservative assholes



14
i pay homage to
a cock
may it be my own or my brother
i pay homage
every day
i lay by the way side
and smile
at the smooth little ass of a co-ed
what do you call a bitch with one black eye
a quick learner?
or just dumb



15
love is a profound thing
resounding
inside me
alive



16
good day
good gracious me
cant you see that this is the
fat shit head pussy fart
and come along
without a stand of my own
i cant give
cant stop
cant go without caring
there is something wrong with this picture
a big gorrila fucking your mom
asshole
bastard



17
find a fucking witness to your journey
though this confusing time and place
one point one time
in space
and give me the reason to stagnate
to progress
no further
there is none
and then some
hamburger
with chees
toppings
lots of relish
and katsup
mootard
sesame buns
fries
drink
and a muffin for desert



18
forget not to forgoe



19
a flatuant father
is the greatest foe
you know
no
you dont
know not
and how
but why then
should i
i think so
but wait
dont go



20
regress
to this passion
obsession
transmission
depression
why no longer
i feel
i can t shake it
the thoughts
anyway
it comes through